Ross_R Have a book plotted out with tons of references, a sequel to the one I've already written, but I've layed it aside because I think words just do not cut it - I need illustrations. And I am too poor to hire an artist, so the only option is to kidnap one and force him into submission and slavery learn to draw myself.
Well, a season later I can say that in my own opinion, my skills haven't moved anywhere, despite the fact that I try. I think, I do not try hard enough. But, really, how? How can I try harder?
I saw posts online, saying how I should draw every day, treat it as a second job, et cetera. How am I supposed to do that, if I'm too busy with my real job? Money won't earn themselves. Not to mention the ever-present possibility of burnout, because pushing yourself too hard indeed can backfire (and I saw notions online supporting this point of view too). So I try to draw at least something two-three times a week, read Loomis and whatnot, but I do not see myself moving.
Overall I feel like it's a lost cause, really. If anyone was in my place, I'd tell him to forget it and give up. Frankly, I might follow my own advice soon enough.
