magicrabbit and you can beat the Main Quest regardless of the state of essential NPCs.
Since when? Yes, you can kill an essential NPC, but if you kill him too early, it will straight away tell you that famous line that you've cut the thread of your own fate, and you should either reload or continu living in the cursed world you yourself created.
What a good line that was, by the way. I wish to believe it impacted and made many murderhobos in the making think about killing everyone, if even a little.
sanner I've tried to do a couple playthroughs of bethesda games but i just end up killing everyone i see and then the guards kill me.
How do you resist the urge for that during a playthrough(s), quicksaves?
I'm sorry to be blunt, but I think something's wrong with you if you cannot engage with a fantasy world in a... meaningful RPG style. Like, playing an actual role, rather than just killing eveyone.
Can murderhobo-ing be added to the list of problems that short attention span and overuse of smartphones bring, all that jazz? Because I really feel those are fruits of that same tree: if you cannot engage with virtual characters, give them even a modicum of... actualy humanity, like, imagine they have their virtual lives, virtual dreams, virtual families...
Now though, if TES is the only game that gives you that urge, and you can engage with other RPGs normally - well, I don't know what to say then. One peculiar problem you have, that's all I can say in the latter case.