Hi my name is Alexander, I'm new to this forum and I really like this chill design, I would like to take some time right now to write whats on my mind because this seems like a nice space. I'm 31 years old, and live in Canada. My mother died 2 maybe 3 years ago now and it's crushed me ever since, I'm not sure if I was always this way or this event catapulted me into a craze. I've never liked working, I have worked most if not all of my 20s and tolerated it for the most part, I ditched college first semester and just started working, I haven't worked for about 7 months now my last job was hell and caused me to see every job as shit. I've also developed a strong ketamine addiction, and I'm talking about injecting ketamine which imo is on par with sitting in the dark and taking 6-10gs of mushrooms, I can't explain what its like but I enjoy it very much. I have also been couch surfing at my friends places for the past 7 months and I don't seem to care.
I'm high/coming down rn on ket and I saw this forum advertised on 4chan and I felt compelled to write a few things out haha. This thread is nothing and you can either respond or whatever. Thanks for reading my blog post
