Hello! I don't mean to come off as rude or anything, I respect all religions and think they are beautiful.
But I need help with something, I grew up in a Christian family that didn't really practice Christian values or went to church, so I never really cared for it, they would make me go to Catechism even though I didn't want to so when I had the opportunity to leave I did, all was good for a while until I hit a big low, by that I mean depression.
And I tried to find some comfort in religion, I tried Buddhism and looked into a few others. I have been thinking about looking into omnism since I kind of believe religions are all connected in a way, mainly in their history and values.
But I also can't bring myself to believe in a lot of religious beliefs anymore, I don't think a God is an Impossible thing, I believe there might be one, but I can't seem to properly find a religion that will make me think : "that's the One".
I feel like I need a sense of direction in life and something to make me better myself, I am not a good person even if I seem to come across as one online, I have many problems I fight alone against my own head. If anyone has any advice, anything that has helped you or if you have ever been in a similar situation please help me out. Thank you.
